Prayer works and I have to trust that this will work.
I am in torture.
I have a severe sleeping problem, severe insomnia , going on over 2 weeks, get only one to three hours a night of sleep and I am in a day program hospital and on sleep med and it doesnt work tried every med no Dr is helping me I am loosing it.
I am still homeless living with a friend his name is Brian, a really good man we are just friends. I have known him for over a year and developed feelings for him, he doesnt want or love me and is just giving me a room in his beautiful condo. He is very wealthy and a good man and very generous to me....he is supporting me and doesnt have to do that. I suffer with OCD and my obsessions keep me up all night and I am a sick woman, I fell in love with him.
The rejection the grief the loss the fear he is going to throw me out it is insane. I need help and i am trying to get all the help I can . I pray I beg Jesus And Mary to let me sleep I cant function no one can function with out sleep I am in torture.
I have to accept and accept Brian is dating and doesnt want me....I am nuts.
Please pray for me , pray for Brian, I am so afraid so scared so in fear I dont sleep .....I need u to storm heaven for me. I love u all, MaryBeth (honeybunp)